mood: just a lil off... struggling...buh... still smilin'... 
currently: missing mah people....and thinking about that move to indiana...(3 more weeks...)
heylo mate...! top of the mornin' to ya!
...what, is this the new trend? to take a leave of absence from the real world and isolate yourself from the outside world...? first it was mah babyboy...i'm preparing mahself for it...and now she's gone....
3 more days left of summer school...
cromwell and adam have both returned to palmdale safely...
dayum....MAYUN, DUDE! DAG! i REALLY miss a few people...i kind of start to worry about them if i don't hear from them...like angelo...i thought he was HEATED wit' meeh when i didn't hear from him... when HE took HIS leave of absence for a cool minute...then juan...but, sunrise ballers are good once again.... ...yuppz...and now the woman...even when crom and adam left for the weekend, i got worried that MAYBE sumthin' might have happened...yeah, i'm weird like that...that's why i might call someone all day...just to see if they're okay or something...now the woman and her are both gone...
(with my permanent vacation time nearing ever so much closer(3 more weeks... )...i am becoming more needy of love and companionship...and i just wanna give you guys the most i've got, and the best of wayne... if you get a call from meeh...and it's just to say hello...or that i love you... or jus callin' to say wussuh...don't get all twisted and bent out of shape, but smile..and please appreciate it...and remember God LOVES you, and that He gives YOU life... yuppz..)
yes... i am a preacher of love and affection nowadays...
i called the woman...she called meeh...i called her...i jus...wasn't really in the mood to talk to anyone though...just wanted to hear her voice...kinda... so i told her i'd call her back.. i did about 10:50ish...(i was tryin' SO HARD to get to bed early... or atleast before 12..) buh yeah...same thang...i told her i'd call her back...i then proceeded to call her... no answer...felt kind of bad...buh yeah...then i just sat there in mah bed...i couldn't sleep...i felt bad...so i sent the woman a text, telling her that i really missed her and needed a lil' comfort...and that i was sorry...she said the same...and yeah...it was all gucci...
buh mayun....dag dude... i'm really missing a few people...of course the woman...buh...i'm missing her... she should know who she is, but it doesn't matter, 'cause she's taking her "sick leave"...buh yeah... sunrise ballers know who she is, too...dag... i don't know...i KNOW that we are just friends...but i still wanna do all of the sweet thangs for her and junk...and i just want her to know that i'm genuine and that i'd be here for her... buh...oh well... imma do something this week...even though she doesn't like surprises...i hope it really makes her smile (), 'cause i know a lil summin' summin' about the history of this gift... buh, how else is she gonna know if she doesn't answer ther cellular (HAHA!) or get online? so, it's not mah fault... buh yeah...imma jus keep callin'... or imma jus leave one message and call it a day...she said that cats shouldn't call unless they know she should be expectin' it...or some jazz like that...buh...she should be expecting mah call...yeah...buh...i feel sort of responsible for her "sick leave" because i know i've flubbed up and have added to her "boo boo" summer... i'm sorry, ma'am... yupps...
(so yeah... leave y'all wit the same thang i've been sayin'... new song maybe...i like this one...and it might go PERFECTLY with the new layout and jui've got a few calls left to make...and yeah...i'm ghost...lemme see how thangs go when you don't go online or use the cellular THAAAAAT much...'cause, you know, you gotta speak wit'the parents...and close friends....buh yeah....that...and...new layout...colors....yeah...if you want to provide any suggestions or comments about whatever, y'all know wuh to do...)
oh yeah...a special thank you to lil. ms. kim, for providing a sBEAUTIFUL scripture for our viewing pleasure...soak it up...and remember to pray and read the bible... keep a positive heart... show love whenever you can...and when things start to get rough and cat's start to hate...jus' get the dirt off your shoulder... go and brush your shoulder's off... 
yeah BOY...have fun, live life...buh stay safe...
scripture...
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" I know that my Redeemer lives, and that in the end he will stand upon the earth. And after my skin has been destoryed yet in my flesh I will see God."
Job 19:25-26 |
ghostbusters.... | 